i knew i shouldn’t have gone to the city today…. i knew i was gonna spend money or buy crap. i’m living a lie, i have no money. no matter what u think… bleh….
well, i got great deals today. i got vinroc’s “so much soul vol. 4″ for $7.50 @ future primitive. it was originally $10 but they have a “we’re closing forever” sale, which sucks balls cause they have dope shit in that place. i had an expensive compulsive buy @ upper playground, who buys shirts past $20??? i did today…. man… but, i wanted it since the first time i saw it, so i guess its ok. its a sick shirt though, left side till i die. the best deal ever was the $6 hat i got from h&m. their hats are the best. i sold the lawnmower, so there goes my profit moolah.
why is spending money so theraputic sometimes??? keyword “sometimes.”
i am very happy to hear that “dynamite soul” @ sofa lounge will be a regular thing every 2nd friday. cause it was
THE BEST party ever. ever in my history of “clubbing.” which by the way, i really dislike the word “clubbing.” i refuse to say that i go “clubbing,” cause i don’t. dancing, yes. clubbing, no.
short story: last night i was in ocd hell. some of us went to cal-skate in our good ol’ hometown because jeff’s cousin abby works there and she got us four free admissions. i was a little apprehensive about the whole thing, i wasn’t quite digging the idea of wearing skates that many people have previously perspired in. it was one of the most disgusting acts i have done in a while. thank goodness for doubling up on the socks and wearing them extra high. also, i haven’t worn inline skates in forever, so it took me some time to get reaquainted with them. eventually i got the hang of it, and it was just like i was 12 years old again. we all got pretty good workouts, the boys were sweaty as hell by the time we decided to leave. i freely admit that i still have plenty of fun in milpitas. i still have lots of love for my hometown. ohh yes, funny thing was, i swore they still had the same playlist as they did when i was 12, “whoop there it is,” “come on ride the train,” and “tootsie roll.” i believe the last time i was there was in 8th grade, for a team field trip. we’re thinking about coming more often if we keep getting free passes, with our own blades of course.
speaking of ocd, one of these days i really believe that i will swear off public bathrooms. i’ve already given up on port-a-potties. i’ll probably avoid all public restrooms except for nordstroms, they always have great bathrooms. they’re like living-rooms with toilets. i can never take a crap in a public bathroom, never. i get too much anxiety. i know some guys can do it like its nothing, but not me, no. while we’re on the subject of ocd, i got a new book at borders yesterday. its called
devil in details, scenes from an obsessive girlhood. its about a weird jewish girl who had unusual ocd rituals growing up, its pretty funny so far.
thats it for tonight. its time to enjoy some sleep. thats right, ENJOY IT.