kate+speaks

so today was terrible. not just for me, but for many.

it began with me waking up to some uneasy dreams. THEN… THEN my clumsy self burned my hand from the toaster oven. in two places. lovely. i should’ve known by then how the day was going to turn out.

got bad news during work and headed home to pack up so we could go back home to the bay, unexpectedly. my deepest condolences to anyone connected with the name laxamana.

then when we got to jeff’s, jun gave us a call around 7:20pm that he was on his way to the emergency room cause he cut himself pretty bad while working on a project. so jeff and i were at the emergency room with him for about two hours.

now, i am back at jeff’s… SUPER SUPER SUPER TIRED.

what a day.

quick thoughts…

i cannot wait to get out of this town.

the drivers are on crack. when its cold is hella cold, when its hot its super hot. i live within miles and miles of suburbia. everybody here LOVES the river and i cannot understand why. the good food is in the heart of the city and in south sac, i’m so tired of thinking of grabbing food to take home cause its all chain crap. all the ethnic food eats are more than 5 miles away. there’s more.. and more.. and more..

i’m sure a lot of people love it in the 916 but i’m gonna have to move on.

i’m really starting to realize how unprofessional it is to have a blog online on blast for the world to see… I’M GROWING UP FOLKS… GROWING UP.

but f*it. i always have something to say.

so on saturday some nut-fuck, yes “NUT-FUCK,” thought it would be okay to grab a piece of my ass while i was out on a dancefloor. as drunk as he was i still let him and his sober friend have some of my thoughts. men.

speaking of men… mine thought it would be fine yesterday to wake my ass up at three different random times in the night from 3-6am. AARRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH. i had to give him my thoughts as well.

MEN. (angry face here)

i’m looking forward to the day i have a career.

ser-i-o-us-ly.

“love hurts sometimes when you do it right.”

john legend knows his shit.

i’d like to let the world know that i’m not really snobby. i’m just indifferent towards a lot of things/people. that doesn’t mean i’m un-approachable. I’M NOT. for reals. really.

hah. i just wanted to say that out loud.

so lately i’ve been having a debate in my head… jeff and i had a discussion on it, he thought differently. anyways the question is:

can you have (REAL) style without being material? i mean, without having some material want for the objects that make you?

i’ll elaborate later.

announcement:

so with my newfound knowledge of web programs i have decided to take this opportunity to launch my own personal site. i will be leaving upstairsloft, eventually…

jeff started to take upstairsloft into a professional direction, and i felt my blog was too immature to be connected to the web domain. so… i will be at:

www.shortmaintenance.com

within a couple weeks… i hope.

“lowmaintenance” was already taken, “short” is just as good.

so i invented a dance for jt’s “sexyback,” its a subtle version of hootchie-moves completed with an intense face. its pretty embarassing but hilarious at the same time. its funny cause i know some girls really dance like that, and its pretty embarassing because jeff told me to stop three times before i actually did. he had a hella disgusted look on his face and he started to hit me, but not in an abusive type of way…. just so that i would stop… but i didn’t… cause i got the moves.

i can’t wait to take this shit to the clubs!

YA’LL AIN’T READY…

so i always tell people this personally, but now, i’m just going to put it out there…

I GIVE MYSELF TEN YEARS TO BE SOMEWHERE BIG.

by the time i’m 33, i better be doing BIG THINGS. i better be in sf or nyc doing graphic design for a sickass company, having myself published in magazines and putting my b.s. (thats bachelors of science for those of you who don’t know) from sac state on the map.

i’d like to prove that state educations can get you up there, it just depends on how hungry you can be.

TEN YEARS, thats a long time to climb… i’m gonna do it.

i just have to say it… “all you can eat” is a RIDICULOUS concept. no one should ever eat ALL THEY CAN…. NO BODAY.