kate+speaks

so last night i ate a jumbo jack with fries….

jack in the box puts a pound of mayo on everything its disgusting.

i wanted carl’s jr. instead but the place was closed. DAMN STRESS.

i have a thing for food.

josh duhamel is my second husband, fergie has no idea.

i am so stressed out right now that i would love to eat something terrible, like a mcdonalds big mac and fries.

i swear on my life that i do not eat mcdonalds, except for the occasional egg mcmuffin or hotcakes (mcdonalds breakfast is still bomb, its just super bad). i always make note of the last time i eat at a mcdonalds because its so infrequent. the last time was when i was coming back from socal in august, made a pitstop at one of those chevron/mcdonalds hybrids and the blood sugar was low.

anyways, yes… I DO NOT EAT MCDONALDS.

but i would love to eat that crap right now.

deseperation always makes its way during the last weeks of school… and shit food… becomes my diet. i skip meals, run on low blood sugar, then binge on whatever is there, or what i want at that exact moment because… i’m stressed.

uuuuuugh.

i want a big mac in fries. i haven’t eaten a big mac in years and years.

JUMP THESE BONES…

jeff can have kate beckinsale…

i want this dude right here:

http://www.imdb.com/gallery/ss/0454970/6a.jpg.html

the new luda[cris] single is HELLA GOOD.

i’m not even joking.

no sarcasm. serious.

back in sac… life is gonna get hectic until school gets out on the 21st. i’m gonna evaporate into nothing…

LATER.

i did not do shit as far as school work goes.

but you know what… i don’t care, even though its going to bite me in the ass.

WHATEVER. one more semester.

my life is great. i had a good weekend with my fam and the boys and shine.

i’ve realized that everytime i drive home and turn on the radio i hear one to four new bay songs. i heard one that had ghostbusters in it and some other one. we don’t get that new stuff in sac until later, they aren’t exactly up on that new shit.

bay stuff always cracks me up.

in milpitas til sunday…

HOLL-R if you wanna kick it. [ain't got no man this weekend]

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. JUST KIDDING JEFF. i love you suuuuuuucker.

but seriously… who wants to accompany me to the city?

*crickets and dead silence*

yeah.. i know no one reads this maybe except vince. quick shout out to vince!

man… shoulda brought dvds… expect many blogs like this to come

out.

an advance notice:

all christmas gifts coming from me will be coming from target. i’m not about to hit the crazy malls this year. i absolutely hate trying to fight for parking. plus i’m on a budget, so i’m going unconventionally cheap. you will probably get food.

SURPRISE!

-GOT MY INCUBUS PRESALE TICKETS

-REGISTERED FOR MY VERY LAST SEMESTER OF MY UNDERGRAD DEGREE

i’m on top of my shit.

yeah right. i’m working on homework this whole weekend… i hope.

WHO WANTS TO GO TO THE CITY ON SATURDAY?

see…. i’m focused.

DEAR SELF,

self… i promise if you don’t sleep now and if you focus… you will go far. i cannot say how it will happen exactly, but eventually, you will get there. every distraction you face is not worth it…

not the tv. not the new wii. not stupid myspace. not fantasy shopping online. not even sleep.

FOCUS BITCH.

love,
catherine tolentino reyes