kate+speaks

i am still sick. did i mention i hate being sick?

wth is up with this weather? when i woke up my room was flooded with sunlight, it was actually pleasant for once. then when i got out of class it was steady raining.

WHATEVER.

i’m moving to brooklyn tomorrow.

no…. i’m really not.

HOW THE HELL CAN ANYONE AFFORD $11,000-15,000 (PER SEMESTER) FOR A PRIVATE COLLEGE EDUCATION?!?

…four semesters of jeff’s masters will cost us about $60,000. FUCKING RIDICULOUS. we’ll see wtf “financial aid” means when he gets to that level. for sure though, if it costs that much, then only one of us is going, and he’s hungrier than me.

how are we supposed to get $30,000 a year? SELL DRUGS?!?

ridiculous… grrrrrrr.

for the past two weeks i have been carrying around anxiety that i can’t seem to shake off. i hate the feeling, and it is killing my optimism.

i want to drink scooby snacks and sing my heart out to “maybe” by n.e.r.d., just because…

i bought offbeatscience.com for myself. however its not going to be a blog, one day i will finally have my stuff up on the www. when i launch a new blog i will not announce it.

my friday night at agenda got killed when jeff almost got into a fight with some drunk idiot. i left pissssssssed and i missed most of neil armstrong’s set anyways.

i got sick yesterday and i am still sick. i hate being sick.

i want the rain to stop. i want the cold to stop. i want to do all my work and give it 200% and i just want to graduate already.

i need some change in my life.

i had a flashback dream last night. why? why do we dream about significant people from our pasts? and why do they seem so real?

i ate fried chicken for dinner and i feel gross. salad is better than fried chicken. tortellini is better than fried chicken. cheese ravioli is better than fried chicken.

thats all i have to say for now.

everytime i think about responsibilites and where i really want to go in life, i just want to run off to jamaica.

don’t laugh. i’m hella serious.

sometimes i want to become an obscure lady who lives on a beach and tells crazy stories.

why does 10:30pm feel like 2:30am? …weaksauce, i only got four hours of sleep last night.

everybody showed up to 8am design class, 40 minutes into it we found out that class is cancelled…

so what are we doing?

we’re watching office season three on the class projector.

my thursday just got a hell of a lot better.

after almost 6 years, i’m still in love with the most annoying man on the planet.

its not corny cause i counter-acted that shit.

so hah.

tomorrow is fat tuesday.

if you observe lent, i’d go crazy tomorrow.

as for me, i will indulge myself with my most current addictions, then put them on hold for the 40 days.

so jeff and i are already done with the office season 2, it hasn’t even been a week and we finished it. i have to say that the last episode in that season is almost as good as the notebook. i can relate to the whole jim/pam thing personally.

live show updates:

- legend & corinne bailey rae are performing @ the greek theater in Berkeley on the 10th. its $40-60 deep though, so unfortunately i will miss him again. =/
- clipse is performing at the mezzanine on the 15th, can’t go cause i’ll be in dallas.

thats all. THE ASTRONAUT ON FRIDAY. =)

THATS IT. i’ve decided…

i think i’ve officially changed my professional name to “kate.”

i’m not sure how i really feel about this. i am probably called “catherine” only 4 times a month, and people only use it when they’re trying to be funny. catherine is too long to say. i am actually a bit sad that i will rarely ever use that name anymore, even all my professors call me kate, i’m kate at work. before, i was “catherine” at school and “kate” at home, then school friends started coming home… kate spread to them… jeff bombarded my life then referred to me to everyone as kate… and thats how the official mess started. there are pleny of catherines in the world but you know what…

THE KATES GET FAMOUS… so with that hypothesis in mind i think i’m going to have to go in that direction.

kate beckinsale, kate hudson, kate winslet, kate bosworth… kate reyes… HAH. HAH. =P

kate reyes is gonna be published someday.

i wish i could illustrate like paul khessler.

his skills make everyone jealous. we hate you.