kate+speaks

I feel as if my heart is about to explode. My stomach is producing acid as if it is on overdrive, and I’m constantly hoping to hear my phone ring.

I’m waiting to hear a call back from a job. Today is supposed to be the day.

This anxiety is going to kill me.

In other news:

FREE KANYE

Fly my favorite DJ to Hawaii to celebrate the glorious unification of Kate & Jeff?

Haha…. A myspace message, I asked him if he could make a mix for me for the big ass day: ”
Hey Kate,

Congrats on getting married:) I’ve done mixes for a fee for companys but not for weddings. I know a few djs out there but I’m not certain about soul type djs.hopefully I will be free around that time and maybe I can get a mix done for you at no cost depending on time constraints. or maybe somehow the universe will guide me out there to help you. who doesnt want to go to hawaii?:) stranger things have happened… anyways, its awhile of so I will see what I can do.”

VINROC is my FAVORRRRRRRRRRITE.

Juice box wine

In 2002, around my 19th birthday, when the fam took a trip to Europe, I asked my dad for a sip of red wine while lounging in my uncle’s yard in Italy. It was my first sip of red wine, if you told me then that I would love red wine at the age of 25 I would’ve laughed in your face.

I wish they made these market-wide. Hopefully juice box wine hits the alcohol industry hard because its such a cool idea. So far the only place I’ve seen these are in Target.

The hip ass man and I would love to live in the Mecca of hipsters, the Mission District. But… look how much rent is.

Fking ridick.

Note, we don’t want to move because of hipsters, which people believe we are, but because the Mission has always been my favorite due to its jam-packedness of good eats, good bars, and good retail. True, its a hip ass spot. Sidenote: I still don’t believe Jeff and I are hipsters because we don’t have any hipster friends. *End justification*

Maybe we could eventually get by and find a spot, but there are definitely a lot more crackheads and homicides in the Mission. Not so much fog, Chinese & Russian cats, as in the Richmond.

Kate is currently: ON HOLD with damn 24 Hour Fitness because she is going to lie and tell them she is getting a better deal somewhere else so they lower her membership costs.

Jeff and I have been exposed to dogs a lot more often since we moved to SF. I’ve wanted a shiba inu because my sister used to have one on Nintendawgs and I when I recognized one in person I realized I just had to have one. I realize that dogs are a huge responsibility and I’ve never had a pet in my life, except for a fish that died within three days because I refused to spend money to buy it food, I would eventually like to own and care for a dog. Yeah, totally rookie status, but I think Jeff and I will be able to hold one down once we start to settle into a bigger place and ease up on the lifestyle.

We want a red shiba inu like this one and we want it to stay fuzzzzzzy.

I want to hug one.

THE WEDDING… is in 10 months exactly.

Best be readyyy.

“Don’t stop believin…’”

This time next week I will be on a plane to New York City.

I’m going to EAT [in NY, not on the plane]. If only I could afford Esca, or Del Posto, or Lupa, or Babbo… I swear the next time I will be making paper and I will be dining in the finest way possible [along with $.50 hot dogs and $2 pizza].

I have the heart of a fat girl, but the motivation of a thin one–thats how I live.

Dear GOD,

I know I don’t talk to you you everyday, or as often as I should. BUT PLEASE….

Can I have a job now?

Love & Happiness,
Catherine T. Reyes

P.S. I’d really appreciate it if it came along as soon as possible. I could really use the self confidence and money.